Epilogue and Prologue

2010
07.11

Sorry for the long hiatus, been busy enrolling to campus lately…so lets start shall we?

Epilogue.

Last month marks the end of my life as a PRSB staff. Gain a lot of useful experiences there be it good or bad and I surely will miss all those immigration dudes at both Shah Alam and KLIA. On the day of my departure, they also organize a farewell party for me and another guy who will be parting our own ways plus a birthday bash for one staff there too. It was really heart warming to see that they would throw such a memorable event even though I kinda late in informing my resignation to the managements. Anyways, I would really love to pass my thanks for all the knowledge that I manage to learn back in the workplace. Everyone had a unique character and personality which provide me a clearer picture of how working would be like in the future.

Prologue.

Yeap, I’m finally a student or should I say residence of Unimas right now. Got accepted through UPU last month and had just finished my orientation this week. I couldn’t believe that I got the offer on one of the faculty there. If you guys still remember, I did post about the faculty earlier on in my blog and that is the same faculty that was on that pic a few years back. Talk about a dream comes true ei? Hmm havent yet entered the classes though but I guess everything should be fine though I’m a bit older that most of the new students which came from matrix and STPM. There was a lot of womens which I lost count already but It should be around 2290 person whereas the percentage between man and women is roughly around 30% : 70%! But that should not be surprising in our modern days. My room was on the first floor (hoorey) which is way better than the last house that I rented during working days. Shared a room with a kelantanese and will try my best to keep everything in control as a lot of people find kelantanese rather annoying. So I guess let the picture do the talking cause I love to write longer but I have to prepare to return back to campus in a few hours. Enjoy~

P/s: Ive recently completed my 2009 regular Treasure Hunt, never knew I could track all 12 of it though, haha anyways, Its a good experience since this is my first time finishing all 12 thunt since I started back in 2008 =)

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Dilemma

2010
06.23

In a dilemma right now…

got accepted by the local university via upu however I am so unwilling to left my workplace…

had a lot of experienced here though the workplace is not all that great…

but I still love working here…

at this desk, at this late hour…

I guess I just have to bear with it…

lately things has not been so smooth…

hope that there is a reason for all of this…

just wanna shoot a big thanks to all my collegues especially my dear friends from hometown…

you guys are like brothers to me already and Im so sad to leave the game out before it even

reach the end…

forgive me forgive me forgive me dear good friends…

Counting days…

2010
06.17

Upu for undergrads is going to be announced tomorrow…

Don’t know how it will turn out though…

Lets hope for the best will we…

Bye…

How to Mend a Broken Heart…

2010
06.16

Any suggestions?

Of Hotwheels and Women…

2010
06.15

Another day being what I am not used to be…

Its been hard but I guess that I am the one thinking like hell of what had happen while

on the other side is having a peaceful life

without having to face my so called miserable characteristics…

Now that I am no longer attached to anyone, I felt that I got a lot of time for my friends and

to pursue my careers and hobby…

The only thing that able to cheer me up now is Hotwheels…

At least they are still loyal to me and the will stay forever with me till the end of time…

Unlike some women, Im so totally frustrated…

Gave up so much for everything yet in the end, there is nothing left for me…

Guess that is just the way things are suppose to happen…

Just have to live with it…

Ja~Ne~

A week had passed…

2010
06.14

A week had passed ever since I started being alone in this world…

I could almost feel that this is the end of the carefree life of Wan Mohd Shukri…

For now I just have to brace myself for any other problems alone…

Work seems to pile up quite a lot lately, I was so frustrated but I got no way to voice it out…

Life had been harsh on me and I hope that there might be a shed of light at the end of everything…

My family had been quite worried since what had happen…

But there is nothing I am able to do cause me myself cant be quite sure how to act or react…

Just have to force myself to think positive all the way…

I hope…

Prologue to The End

2010
06.10

This is such an emotional post…

Basically because I am in an emotional mood…

Life been crumbling down on me lately…

Im back to being single once again and I intend to remain like this for the rest of my life hopefully….

Im tired of being disappointed by woman over and over again…

Ive sacrificed a lot to uphold my relationship but it just aint enough….

Ive beg for more that I could count with figures and it still not enough…

I dont know where my fault was…it just happen so sudden…

3 years of useful time wasted because of one woman…now my mindset had change already…

To me every woman will react the same and god knows how heartbroken I am right now….

Deleted my facebook in an effort to forget everything that had happen…

But the thoughts still lingers…It just damn hard to get rid of…

Maybe I am fated to be alone till the rest of my life…but that is the Almighty’s job…

As his believer, I accept everything with an open heart…though it hurts but that is just the way it is…

I just hope someday she will realize how much I loved her…

and here’s a song that been playing through my xpressmusic every night and almost makes my tears fall….

I dedicated this for what had happen and may Allah gives me strength…

Menggigil tubuh ini
Melihat kau bersamanya
Tergamam aku tak terkata
Meraung di jiwa

Puas ku pertahankan
Cinta kita sejak dulu
Tapi sayang
Sikit pun tidak
Menghargai cintaku

Sia-sia saja
Pengorbanan dan kesetiaanku ini
Ku sangka kau permata
Rupanya duri paling berbisa

Ku pasrah dan berdoa
Semoga tabah jiwaku
Oh… tetapi bagaimana
Nak ku lawan
Jiwa yang siksa

Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju
Bila hatiku rindu padamu
Hendakku cari tapi tak guna
Kau bahagia dengan si dia

Dikamar sepi aku termenung
Terbayang bayang kenangan kita
Tidak ku sangka kau
Tergamak pergi
Saat ku masih perlukan mu

Meraung di jiwa
Apalah daya kiranya
Orang dah benci

Meraung di jiwa
Tapi tak pernah ku benci
Dirimu sayang

For now Im focusing on something to keep my mind of thinking about what has happened…

Now my priorities lies with my family first then with my hobby of collecting Hotwheels…

Thats the only thing that motivates me to move on through life…

I bet no one would understand or care the pain that Im currently having not that I want

anyone to understand it…

In loving memories of those 3 years we’ve been together…

Farewell.

In The Mood

2010
04.29

Suddenly I felt in the mood to update my blog today after a few times being reminded by my dear friend, Mr Edil

Thanks but I’m out of mood to blog lately probably due

to a lot of work at the office even though I’m working in front of the pc

everyday~

Not much has happen lately but going to work everyday feels like carrying

the whole weight of the world on my shoulder.

I dream of a more interesting and healthy work life where excitements

awaits at every corner.

Hopefully someday I will be able to experience that type of work life but no

just now yet.

Probably this is a test by the Almighty to see how I am able to cope

in this stressful kind of place.

Enough with the chatters of my workplace and back to the real deal

I have this fascinations about reading someone else’s blog but I kept on abandoning mine.

I can’t stop reading about what peoples blog about which sometimes made me

lost track of time.

Didn’t know when I develop this kind of behavior but

to sum it all, I just love to read about anything interesting.

Lately, I finished up reading a book which goes by the title

History of The Unexplained

It was a great book to be honest.

Read about ghost, ghouls, vampires and many unexplained events

which revolves around the whole world.

Its just like me to read this kind of stuff as I am very prone

on the liking of paranormal-ish materials.

Apart from that, my Hotwheels collection is growing at an abnormal pace

and I think I will need to slow down my buying desire.

Lately, I’ve been thinking of making this blog a private one and

separate it with those of my hobbies because

it would be much more proper like that.

But that is still in progress as maintaining one blog is already quite

troublesome to me due to my laziness. Haha

I think thats it for this post and I’ll try to update again tomorrow (hope so =P)

Till’ then, Adios and I leave this post with another pic to motivate myself.

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Is it worth to help…

2010
03.10

Just a simple question I wanted to ask myself…

Does it worth to help a friend who don’t even care for you unless they are in trouble?

I got a friend here, no disrespect or anything, its just that I keep on helping him because I still consider him as friend though he was once my enemy…Never like his style of thinking, or the style in which he behave…

When he find himself in trouble only then he value his surrounding friends…apart than that he doesn’t even care for his friends generally me…

I am so pissed of with his attitude… =.=

RFid =.=’

2010
02.23

Seems that yesterday marks the start of the RFID process at pangkal rezeki…Its was fun to do but the fun is gone when you reach around 200 or 300 documents to be finish in one night…stressful but nothing can be brag about…felt tired and restless…still wonder when will I find a suitable work to do apart from the current one…felt demotivated and unjust fully compensate…but I guess nobody would care about that though =.=’

However there are still few that brings joy to me such as Hotwheels…My collections are growing gradually  great…with a help from HWCM playaz through friday’s gathering at McD SS15…get to know a lot more collectors and saves me time on hunting on myself…

Not much I can brag about in this post…just making everything short and simple…

Now off from updating my wordpress for a while~