Feb 3
Its Hard…
The title speaks for itself…
Its hard having to impress everyone…
Its hard when waking up and felt like you haven’t got enough rest…
Its hard when other people jobs became your jobs…
Its hard when your jobs still remain intact and the same as always…
Its hard Its hard Its just so damn hard~
I’m trying to find a way to release my stress…miss the times when back in college…though there is a lot of work…
but its not as stressful as working…screw all the salaries screw all the enjoyment when receiving the monthly pay…
cant wait to further my degree and pursue a career more suited for a person like me at a more systematic and well-maintained place…
=.=’
No commentsJan 5
of Happiness and Sorrow…
Throughout the journey of life so far, I have encountered and experienced a lot of useful things. Some are very exciting while others tends to either pissed or spoiled the mood. Many things left me wondering quite a lot each night before getting some sleep. Friends, Family and Love Life are some which makes me just sit down and dig deep into my thoughts in search for understanding and solution to counter problems which may arise in the near future.
Friends…
I really do cherish this type of people, honestly deep in my heart. But sometimes I felt that its always just me trying to work my ass up cherishing them and I didn’t even felt a slight sense of appreciation. I know that this is not really important but to me as a human being, I expect something in return because I also have feelings. Sometimes words thrown can bare a deep cut inside which is hard to recover and I had experienced those countless times. So far I had persevere and pretend that everything is fine but I cant pretend my whole life, there are times when I would retaliate back and it wouldn’t be a very enjoyable turn of event to witness. But this doesn’t apply to all my friends, there are some true friends around that complete my life, the one that I cherished the most in my life and I would trade anything in the world for happiness with them. I just hope someday they know who they are in my life…
Family…
I miss them a lot, I really do. Ever since I started working here at Subang, It’s really hard for me to forget their faces. I just wish that I can return back someday and be around with them a lot longer. For now, I just have to bare with the surroundings as it is not as pleasant as back at home. I just hope that my earnings here can bring joy to them as how it brings me on giving to them. I truly miss my home~!!!
Love Life…
Everything is working fine…No need to write a lot on that though…
Almost forgot, I attended my first gathering of hotwheels collectors malaysia last friday. After almost a year being a member of that club, I finally get to see some real collectors faces rather than just their avatar on the forum. It was fun and time pass by so quickly that night that I end up returning home around 3 a.m in the morning. But it was worth it as I got some RAOK (Random Act Of Kindness) from brother Shakz which I had been in acquaintance for quite a while already. Hope that I can make it on this week gathering~
Ok…time to wrap everythings up, sorry for the emotional post on the first part though~
Sayoonara~
No commentsDec 8
P.R.S.B
Its a great turn of event that I am able to work alongside some friends…but at the same time, leaving behind my fellow Yangsterz at kuching was not a very pleasing moment…
I just hope someday I can return back and chill out with them but for now, going to have to focus on this new life…gain a little bit of experienced and hopefully some ‘halal’ cash to continue life…being independent have its new meaning once entering the working sector…
Anyway, I just hope that I can go on with life here and make myself useful for everyone…
InsyaAllah…
P/s: Â some jokes about work I found over the internet =)
Thats all for this blog update…I’ll try to regularly blogs from now on…ahaha =)
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–=@ Salam Aidilfitri –=@
Finally, the most awaited celebration by muslims after a month of fasting…
Salam Aidilfitri to all, keeping this post short unlike the others as Im going back to my hometown in a few more minutes~ haha
So anyways, Happy Aidilfitri Everyone Maaf Zahir Batin~
Sep 14
Farewell PS2…
As the title stated, its farewell for my PS2…dont get it all wrong, I’m not selling it whatsoever~ just packed it up back where it belongs which is in it’s box…there is a reason why this happens though…all because of this~!!!
Yeap…Its the return of my good ‘ol console, the PS1…this is my second console after the Sega Megadrive which boosts more than that console of course haha sadly the Sega kinda blown off years back, if not than its way cool to have a vintage console in my possession~ anyways, this console suddenly came out of nowhere asking me to play it back…with Raya just around the corner, it would be great for me to relive the classic memories when I was with this console…the deeds of this great console shall not be forgotten no matter what happens…there is too much sweet memories with this console and nothing can replace that back~
Still functioning well and I do still keeps every game that I used to played during previous years…today this console might be outdated but like they all say, old is gold baybeh~ hahah I had a lot of fun playing it last nite that I totally forgot about owning a PS2…I was hoping to find a fat version of the PS2 though which blends in more with this old console…the slim one is honestly just too slim haha tomorrow gonna plug this guy back again and play some more games…Im missing those good old days when everything was cool, not a lot of problems arises, and totally no KIASU people in my life…I end my post here with some short poem by R.Tagore :
Life is given to us, we earned it by giving it…
Let the dead have the immortality of fame,but the living the immortality of love…
Life’s errors cry for the merciful beauty that can modulate their isolation into a harmony with the whole…
Life, like a child, laughs, shaking its rattle of death as it runs.
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Whats Your Problem Lah~?!!
This is totally an emotional post after a while…Im sick of trying to make up nice  faces to people like Mr. L here…not being  sarcastic but I don’t even know what is this dude’s real problem is…
First of all, this guy is totally annoying~!!! I really stress the word ANNOYING~ what’s with the kiasu attitude anyway…and those foul language and phrases thrown…learn some manner lahh oi…you expect people to respect you, but still u disrespect others…what’s with you anyway…troublesome focker~
Secondly, do you think you are the best in what you does…dude, get a life…your nothing lahh compared to other people in our league…stop being so hard headed cold blooded bastard that you are…you really need some attitude adjustments…dont be soo COCKy for once, just because your in the game for some time doesn’t make you can go kiasu on newbie like me…
Thirdly, what is wrong with you, you live in MALAYSIA…you people just come here and MENUMPANG in MALAYsia…do you get what Im talking bout…its MALAY….sia….let me make it simple and slow….M…A…L…A…Y…S…I…A~ Know your status lahhh lansi f*cker irresponsible unfriendly no manners good for nothing garbage…Im not being racist but seriously your race can’t be console using soft tricks or some sort or we end up getting cheated all over again like you guys usually does…you deserve something violent for once…serves you right~ hah~!!
Overall, I really wish you stumble upon something and met with your death that very instance…you are a disgrace to this beautiful country…we dont need someone with no manners like you…always searching for other people’s fault…doesn’t your parents teach you anything about manners??? oh, I forgot…they wont have time because they too are people with no manners whatsoever~!!!
I leave this blog with a big warning to myself…never trust people like this bastard again~ You really screw up man, I hope you are happy but someday, you’ll get some payback…as for now, enjoy your fucking life while it last scumbag~!!!
1 commentAug 15
Snap Snap Snap
Haha see~ I did kept my promise of updating my blog daily from now on~
but I dont plan to nag and write a lot today…just sharing some pics taken using my good ol 5610 expressmusic phone…nothing fancy but what do you expect anyway…its a camera phone for crying out loud…but i did some editing on the pics, minor boost for color to bring out a more vibrant picture…nuff said~ enjoy~ haha
Some View around Pustaka Negeri Sarawak
Some View around Somewhere I Forgot haha
Haha…I do like to take photos around the place that I visited…just the lack of proper equipments is what limiting me to catch more pics…but my skills way need more brushing and waxing haha amateur-ish me…huhu
Till then~
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Back for Good
Hell-o there blog…
Its been soooooooooooooooooooooo f*cking long since I last updated my blog…we’ll life’s been harsh on me lately…didn’t get my offer at UNIMAS which s*cks the most but hey, look on the bright side Shuk, something else might wait for you later on in life (gosh, I really hope sooo…)
Oh, well there goes all the hard effort spent on photocopying, printing, filling, scanning and sending the forms…such a waste but not willing to give up hope, I will try another shot next month for another chance to get into a local Uni here…which I really do hope I get it this time or bubye student life~ Hello working career~
Nothing much I wanna brag on this last post tho…hmm, last month I’ve attended my Graduation Ceremony at KUIS (ughh (~,~’) ) which took shorter than I’ve expected…going in on a second sessions sure is a booooring one…we dont get to take as much pics as we could due to the time limit and me and my parents got a train to catch…s*cks isnt it?? but well, I did took a few pics and some of those photos are still lying at the hands of my friend there…and I super cant believe that KUIS didnt allowed for representative to take my original diploma and transcript…what the hell we’re they thinking man~ Its not that my house is near that college or so…like my friend said “KUIS stupidity is not finish-finish”…but I really have to agree on that…lousy management which someday I wish they all pay for their dreaded sins on the poor students…
Got a few pics of my latest updated collection though…some from trades and others from self purchases (kuching stocks hardly moves anyway)…so here’s a few of it….
First of all, the Walmart Exclusive FTE Evo X
A trade from Mr Enyo
Some JGTC Nissan Z for My Tomica Z Collection
Basically, got tons more pics but kinda lazy to crunch it up into one post…will upload later on when I got time…huhu
Well, I’ll try my best to update my blog frequently, not that I got nothing else to do tho…tomorrow’s sneek peek : kreko makeover~
Till then…
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Busy Me
Whoa…its been a while since I last remember updating my blog…Well to tell you the truth…I’ve been such a lazy bone lately and I really need something to make me better manage my time…been stuck to this darn lappy for quite a long time playing facebook, downloading stuff and etc…
Apart from that, UPU result had been released for almost a week now and I cant believe that I didn’t get accepted to any of the universities here in Malaysia which sucks a lot as I have to trouble myself making applications of plead again~!! Back to filling forms, photocopying this and that, head to the post office and etc…Sooo troublesome… =.=’
To cut things short, I filled out the online forms and choose once again two final choice on where I wish to study…and my first choice was none other that Unimas which was located not as far from home compared to the last place I went to study…and then there’s also UPM…chosen that because my sis is currently studying there which makes us easier to meet up, hang around and go out later on…
The most troublesome for me is going here and there to print out stuffs…photocopying stuffs…having all of the documents approved and so on…darn, took almost a day to finish the application to UPM and finally letting the Pos Malaysia do the rest…Seems like easy task but hell no…first I had to print out the online application forms and my printer was broken so got no choice but settling it at nearest cybercafe…went to my regulars only to find out that their internet connection is dead…then straight went to the next place which is just a few steps away from that good for nothing cybercafe…and this time was a matter of price which was illogical…rm3 for an hour…regardless whether you used it for like 2 minutes, you still have to pay rm3…and the worker there also took my cap as they dont allow people using cap in their premises which makes me blur for a while…dont know what related to not using cap tho…so I said to myself…wtf…I’ll find other place to do the printing and took me quite a while before I remembered a small cybercafe right inside Wisma Hopoh…tried my luck there and walla, finish printing the necessary stuffs…
Done with phase 1…proceed to phase 2 which is photocopying all the necessary documents related to the application which was quite easy since photostats center is scattered everywhere…and then there was phase 3 which was getting certification of approval for all those copied documents…At first, I thought of heading to the nearest police station since last time I got all my certifications there but fate seems to be testing my patience because some kakak at that balai told me that their chief in charge of that station is not able to sign due to insufficient grade…really wasted my precious half and hour waiting at that police station but enough of crying over spill milk, I tried my luck at the Residence Office which surely can certify all the documents…took like 5-6 minutes to get the job done (should have went there in the first place)
Off to the post office I went to get a piece of sampul express to post the UPM applications…but then I remember that I did’nt have the address of that place…so off to home again =.=’
Finally finished sending the application around 3 o’clock in the evening and went to hunt for some die cast to award myself…much to my demise, no new wave spotted for hotwheels so I turned to tomica and bought another fairlady Z variant which is the police car…my aim is to collect all variants for that casting as I’m in no shape to buy all casting which I wish I could…haizZz
Make a quick stop at Swee Kang ABC stall to buy something that my mum ask and went straight home for rest…I’m so so so tired that day that I fell asleep and wake up around 8p.m…haha
Done with day 1 and now its day 2 which is quite short as I went to Unimas…quite familiar with that area so quite easy and fast delivering the application…here are some pics of Unimas which I managed to take after finishing my task…
Place where the application is delivered…

Then here my soon to be faculty hopefully haha

On the way back, managed to stop by a Petronas to give me and my bike a drink plus rewarding myself with a die cast…this time its a VW Microbus from welly…the first time I bought a die cast from welly as that Microbus is one of my favorite and the price is quite reasonable with the details provided by welly…hotwheels should be worrying their ass because many die cast manufacturer are gaining on them…haha
Whoa this post is sooooooo long haha
Till then~
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